I stared at my calendar in disbelief……..March, IT IS ALREADY MARCH!!!!
When did this happen?
How can we be in the third month of the year?
I have great plans for this year, yet here I am in March feeling so-so and lacking progress.
I am still ticking off days and weeks, while not moving toward a life which I know I want, I deserve and I am capable of.
I can see it, I can tell you about it and I even know it will feel amazing when I go after it……that visioning part of the work is done.
I am somehow stuck in the deep pit of choice and doubt.
I am procrastinating out of fear of expansion and fear of what will happen when I take that next step and rise up to be that person I truly know I am.
Yep, I am scared of the deeper ME, the wholehearted ME and the wildly ambitious ME.
I worry what may happen if I become that ME.
Will I still be a ‘good’ MUM?
Will I be liked and accepted by my peers?
Will I do a good job, in all of my jobs or will I drop a ball?
Am I selfish?
Is now, the right time?
I know you get it, you understand, you do this too.
You think about the secret desire you have to change and to make things different.
The yearning for a life that fills you to the brim.
It is in those twinges you feel whenever you read an article about a woman who is living her dream.
It is those ideas you have for that clever little online business you dream of.
It is the classes you search for and never book into.
It is the websites you visit to admire the style and the design.
It is the longing to hear the clickety click of your high heels again.
it is that course you have been talking about taking for years.
it is the holidays you take just to imagine yourself living free and walking along the beach everyday.
You dream of putting the YOU back into your life and yet you wallow in worry.
I know this longing, it is like an ache within.
It is begging you to become that person you know you are capable of being.
This is the year for YOU and it is already 3 months in.
No more waiting until the kids are sleeping through the night, at school, or have left home.
No more waiting until hubby gets a pay rise or another job.
No more waiting for the right time.
No more waiting for your turn.
Decide NOW to explore possibilities and follow creative pursuits for no other reason than your own happiness.
Dream big, explore YOUR urges, uncover YOUR desires and dive deep into what it is YOU truly want.
Then take a step toward it.
Scared? Great….. High five…. Your dream is indeed big enough.
Take another step.
Keep moving forward.
it will be worth it.
This is your life, this your time and it is up to you to lead your one great life fabulously.
P.S. I have a happy ending to my little tale of woe.
I asked for help.
I found myself a coach specific to my needs.
I am working with the amazing Jade from Event Head.
She is an Events specialist and Business Coach who has me out of my funk, planning new workshops and inspired toward action?
Wondering if coaching is right for you?
Ready to take a supported step toward a fabulous life?
Contact me today for a complimentary session and lets see if we can have you gliding down your own path of fabulous in no time.
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